..::*::*::..Fly Me to the Moon..::*::*::..

Some girls wait for something to change, but nothing does change.

Yeah!

Learn to cook!

Uwaa~Workout! Workout! 

 Look after beauty! 
I can do these! Ganbatte!

In respond to my first post… My first story was ‘Cupid Just Struck’

I was right when I said love is blind, stupid and crazy. I was right about that I might get hurt because of LOVE. I was also right about not letting go of my values for a change. I lost my heart the day I lost him, but I haven’t lost my pride and I won’t lose my lesson. I did say, "Never give your ALL for love. Spare a little for yourself, otherwise you’ll be completely torn when there is no more love". However, I had underestimated one thing that I believe all humans have in their heart, something we call ‘FEELINGS’. I didn’t give up everything for love, but I almost did. Love is something that no one can have control of. It happens spontaneously and we can’t stop it if it’s going to happen. Feeling happy, excited, sad and hurt are all unavoidable and unpredictable. I should have known this. But I’m only human, like U, born to make mistakes. Yet, humans can LEARN from their mistakes. I’m the imperfect Lovellia. I thought I would never be torn by Love, but I was wrong. What past is past, there’s no turning back. I don’t regret and I don’t want to forget. What we had weren’t all that bad. So cherish the good moments and ignore the pain. I lost my heart, but I haven’t lost my sense completely and I’m trully grateful for that. Otherwise I won’t be saying all this.  Moreover, I have people who love me and support me… families, friends and total strangers who care. THANK YOU. I don’t want to be in love again, but I can’t say that I will never fall in love again. Like I said earlier, Love is UNPREDICTABLE, it’ll come to u, especially when u least expect it. That’s LIFE… live it, love it and learn from it. I accepted my fate. Life may seem unfair, but I know Allah is always fair. Perhaps my true happiness lie ahead, and all I need to do is just wait patiently. People say good things always come to those who wait.

*Note: Make yourself useful, NOT a love fool.

I should have written this a long time ago. Actually it’s only been a week after my final exam.  Now the clock hanging on my wall seems to be ticking so slowly.

Before, time seemed to fly so fast. I don’t blame the time. I blame myself for always delaying things that I was supposed to be doing. Some bad habits are just hard to change.

Lately I hate the word ‘PERFECT’. Nobody’s perfect in this world, not me, not you, and not anyone. So quit becoming a profectionist. Oops, I meant to say ‘perfectionist’. Sorry, my words are not too perfect. I hate people who think they’re perfectionists. No offense. Really, I don’t understand them; trying so hard to make things perfect and always making simple things complicated. Perfect idiots I must say. I’ve met some though, but I’ve never met a PERFECT one. And they still think they’re perfect? Wake up! We’re living in an imperfect world!

Is ‘perfect’ a perfect word to say?

Recently I’ve to admit that I often want to make things ‘almost perfect’. Do NOT get me wrong. I said ‘almost’, not ‘perfect’. There’s a difference between ‘perfect’ and ‘almost perfect’. I don’t consider myself being a perfectionist and I don’t want to. I’m more like a girl who can get too obsessed with some things…like my handwriting. Duh! *Sigh* I know how lame this may sound but I do give a damn about my handwriting, just like mom. I guess it’s genetic. *LOL* But I try not to show how fussy I am with my writing in front of others, because that’s just so stupid and embarrassing (and why the hek am I telling this to everybody now???). Everything I wrote in class I wrote it all over again at home and this time with my real handwriting. If I think my handwriting is not good, I’m good at tearing papers. Oops, one embarrassing secret’s exposed. Okay, my point is if you want to make things as ‘close-to-perfect’ as possible, it’s fine. But if you want to make things so impossibly perfect, you’re being ridiculous. Like Robert Hillyer said: "Perfectionism is a dangerous state of mind in an imperfect world." It’s destructive. So stop "ruining" your life and most importantly others’. I know some perfectionists who just know how to mess up my beautiful day. *Sigh*

  Hard to believe, too late to retrieve, can’t deceive anymore… Days by days, I love him more and more.

If you flatter me, and I may not believe you. Criticize me, and I may not like you. Ignore me, and I may not forgive you. Love me, and I may not forget you. I love you not because of what you are, but for who I am when I’m with you… Thank you for making me feel special. And I don’t want to hear you say "I love you because I need you". Please say "I need you because I love you". Because…

*Note: Only FOOLS fall in love. And I’m NOT a fool.